“Black on Black”

“The legacy of our past, however lived, serves as a source of reference to anything we will accomplish, experience and bring with us to create a future”
I know that in my case, when I was put through the test of fire, I made a choice to deal with the circumstances in a way that would allow me to survive and keep my inner core intact.  With the knowledge that I would still hold an innocence of heart to not become a cynical person, reacting in anger to a crisis within a world that was crumbling with loss all over!
Thus, I wrote this poem from my experience turning,
 
“Black on Black”
 
The chips were stacked
     my plans were hacked!
Things had taken a turn
    from which I had no return!
 
And when I was flat on my back
    I had to turn black on black!
 
A swirl of motion
    demands with emotion!
 
I know not what to do
    cause this job pulls me through!
 
I think my dreams are dashed
    but I keep it strong, go on and smash!
 
Among trays and Queens and linens and things
    I move on, put up and think!
 
That if I stay here I won’t hear
    the music that plays outside, I fear!
 
   This job’s not for me
    I have tons of talent you see!
 
However, I search my soul
    and before I end up very old, working this job I now perform
             I’m to be wise and to hold
                  to my heart’s desire and be bold!
To not think that this is the end
               cause black on black does amend
                         my needs for now my good friend!
 So I go off to work
 serve scrumptious banquets and meet great folk!
 
Whose dreams and wants they breathe, just as I do
 I concede!
 
So in between sweat, water pitches and tray jacks
     I keep my purpose, dream on and stay on track!
 
And understand that for the time at hand
     I have bills to pay, food to eat and a big job to land!
 
So I work hard for a chance to get back
     if just for now, I remain black on black!
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(In the Service Industry, the term “black on black” refers to wearing black pants and black shirt when you get called in to serve at a function)

THE LION

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“THE LION”…………… written by Lorena Suarez

The Lion that lives in me

    thirsts with passion

      and unrivaled adventures to seek!

Tired of the monotonous beat of the drum
     roaring with a thunderous cry
       he refuses to follow suit
         of those who’ve carved their marks in pursuit!

This lion cannot be tamed 
     a thousand deaths he has endured!
 
His heart is gold and scarred with hope
     he ventures roads too hard to take
        for others in his kingdom to even contemplate!
 
This Lion knows for he fears not
      a million battles he has fought!
 
He’s learned to live with friend or foe
     dispenses mercy without fault
        He’s been injured many times
          but refrains from vengeance often times!
 
His weakness lies beneath his skin
     so full of love that lies within!
 
In all the jungles of the world
     his roar is heard as he grows bold
       nor age, nor fear, nor thought alike
          to those who battle near his side!
 
This Lion knows that there’s a way
    when danger is present every day
      he lives, he roars, he walks with pride
        a humble soul in paradise!
 
There’s much to walk and much to see
     a brand new Universe he foresees!
 
The seeds are sown 
    the light has shone
       and what it is can be undone
          if not to change what’s in the past
             but to reinvent a life that lasts! 
Copyright © 2011 [Copyright Lorena Suarez]
All rights reserved